| whata life |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|06:09 pm] |
Hey Kiddies! its been like forever since ive been on a computer or aim or anything lol o well
As Im sure most of you already know the "big news" lol and im sure everyone has their
own thoughts on the subject if you even give a damn about it anyway lol
But everythings going really well i moved out and am living in crystal lakes, which
is kinda ghetto but our house is cute and im content for now, but anyway ya, i moved out
and im getting married! not any time soon but soon enough it really feeels good to have
sumthing so good to come out having so many hard times, so if your going thro any shit and it
seems hopeless TRUST ME anything that happens something good will always come out in the end.
lol sorry that was pretty gay and inspirational but i just feel like i havent talked to anyone in like
forvere
Anyway i guess thats kinda it, cept for i really miss sum of you guys and would really not mind hearing from sum ppl! i got a new cell phone its 2588927! talk to you later! bye guys! |
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[Feb. 29th, 2006|05:08 pm] |
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i had a brilliant idea...
I was sitting here just reflecting on a conversation about
having a place to chill n just like chill this summer
and it turns out that i have the perfect place right here
right out side my own house. Im going to fix up well kinda
fix up my lil outside garage thing in the back throw sum like
furniture type things in there like a fan n a heater n an ash
tray n a radio n just chill ahhh i can just imagine it now
just laying outside taken a nap drinkin a beer smoken a
cigarette ahhh how many days till its nice?? |
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| whata night |
[Feb. 29th, 2006|12:17 pm] |
sooo it turns out i might have a bit of a drinking problem
but i garntee ill out drink you or any of your friends....im up to the challenge....if any1s got the balls |
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[Feb. 19th, 2006|06:38 pm] |
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Pretty much very pleased with everything
Im so excited for Cancun its gonna be great
Im happy with the boy situation =), goodness, very happy as a matter a fact yay lol
I feel like im like all grown up making all these decisions and all this new stuff in my life is insane lol ya i no im like the gayest person ever, but i like finally got out of what what causing me so much stress and yuck, and now i got my self a new job at chilli peppers =) i start tm hopefully itll be a good job!
hm what else?? today was pretty good cept for i almost got into another rear ending car accident this morning lol thanks to sam n mueller tho we were able to prevent any such thing although i was a lil shaken up afterwards lol
Oh! i no what i wanted to say...to aubree, lol hi! i just got done reading ur lj n my thing wouldnt let me post a comment so just wanted to say that things will get better n im always done to listen to any type of bitching u might need to release =) lu! |
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| Tilt your head back bitch |
[Feb. 18th, 2006|04:57 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | cum guzzler | ] |
I love my life like alot, i surprise myself more and more each day lol
i need sum pot... |
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| Stress be gone... =) |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|04:30 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
I quit Cheer today as well as Jaclyn. Were over it. Everyone is basically being really suportive over our choice and thats very much the shit. Cept for this one person who ima have a send a big FATTTTTTT fuck you to =)
I cant go out this weekend which sucks but ill beable to go out sunday which is the shit cuz its superbowl so i better have sum where to go and sum beer to drink with it lol
Oh! i now no the kinda puppy i want when i get older oh my god its the cutest thing ever its called sumthing like a tibian spaniel or sumthing close to that but o man it like makes me make a really annoying aw sound everytime i see it, n i look at its picture like everyday and it still is the cutest thing i have ever seen! ah im in love! lol
Im looking forward to this weekend to watch my grudge movie with this one fag kid because ive like planned on watching it with him like all this week so good times good times
IF ANYONE KNOWS OF ANYWHERE THAT IS HIRING RIGHT NOW PLEASE INFORM ME ASAP =) THANKS LUVS! |
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[Jan. 28th, 2006|03:55 pm] |
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You Are 21 Years Old |
21
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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I wish...=( |
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[Jan. 26th, 2006|03:32 pm] |
currently....
my stomach is making many strange and unusal noises.
i havent completely hated going to school...but jus to see certain ppl, the classes can all still suck a dick.
i realized that its not a good thing when ppl are mean and you shouldnt keep going back for more.
after this cheer comp. there will be only i think 5 more till its over?
i have been really happy with sumone and hopefully things will be better this time =) |
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| bored as fuck |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|03:15 pm] |
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I am worth $62,180,727.72 for one night of wild lovin'! How much are you worth?
Get my worth
^these things just keep getting more and more random.... |
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| today was just too much lol |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|02:28 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mobb deep-Got it twisted | ] |
Im excited 4 tm morning. =)
Me and jackie have been spitting our game n its been good times lol
Im mr.smiths aide 7th hour now! woop woop!
my english class is really funny n good cept i lost my english n silent reading book whoops! lol
We have a comp. saturday @ stoney creek lol should be interesting.
I have set many goals for myself and i really hope i can accomplish all of them cuz that would be the shit.
I hope this weekend is good.
ARE YOU DOWN?! |
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| Just random thoughts |
[Jan. 19th, 2006|12:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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Well today i woke up feeling like shit but went to school anyway n than came home after 1st hour. Whata waste. So now you all will have to read thro my insane boredum cuz theres shit else to do cept write in here.
Just a warning i dono how long this is gona end up but if its long i apoligise now.
just random thoughts of the momment...
*THINGS IM HAPPY WITH RIGHT NOW: *THINGS THAT ARE GAY AS FUCK:
1.the trickdaddy-sugar song =) lol 1.my new classes
2.that me n megan have became good friends 2.Cheerleading
now...wow cheer was actually good 4 sum 3.our cheer coaches
thing lol...aww that was kinda a cute 4.Utica high
comment lol 5.i have no money what so ever
3.that im single n can do w.e, i dono why 6.my sister wont stop her bitching
i was so scared lol who nos im all fucked up
4.i actually have an idea of what i wana do
after high school finally
Im happy with much more things than that but most can not be written about. There is only i think like 52 or so more days left of cheer hopefully ill make it lol we shall see.
Yesterdays game was str8. I guess i made it a lil too obvious that i didnt wana be there tho, whoops.
I feel like sum pickels right now lol sumone was talking about them yesterday n now its like all i can think about.
I really miss the summer time, i was thinking about it and i dont think that their will ever be another summer that will beable to compare to this past summer there was like so many insanely good times its sick. aw lol i miss it so much =(. Hopefully this summer will be good too, n even more HOPEFULLY ill have sum sort of fake id so i can actually do sumthing fun lol other wise i will be one unhappy person.
I think that ppl who have their ljs on friends only are pussys...can you not handle a comment? lol that was real random but i dono that bothers me so much for sum reason, i mean come on its a livejournal about your day...I THINK WE ALL CAN HANDLE HEARING ABOUT YOUR DAY...and for those who cant n leave stupid comments than that just makes that person look retarded so grow sum balls ppl share your day with everyone lol ah sorry had to get that out lol.
SO theres this kid in my 1st hour who is i think like really cute n me being so gay just always has to find sumway to like look at him n now i think hes like starting to catch on which sucks but o well maybe ill grow sum balls sumday n actually talk to him lol
I think ima go try n eat sumthing now bbyebye kiddies! |
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[Jan. 19th, 2006|12:08 pm] |
I jocked ashley wallman sorry luv ;)
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: Hazel
Number of siblings:: 1 sister
Glasses/contacts?:: Both
Piercings:: 5
Tattoos:: 1
Braces?:: not anymore =D lol
FAVOURITE
Colour:: Pink
Band:: Dashboard
Song:: I have many
Stuffed animal:: this dog my dad got me when i was little
Video game:: mario brothers 3 on regular nintendo
TV show:: simpsons probably
Movie:: sweet november
Book:: diary of a mad bride
Food:: almost anything
Game on a cell phone:: bejewled
CD cover:: dono
Flower:: i think theyre called lilys...the big white ones =)
Scent:: clinque...happy
Animal:: penguin
Comic book:: cant say i have 1
Cereal:: corn pops
Website:: mlive?
Cartoon:: 3 south bitch!
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: i used to play the viola lol
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: nope
Like to sing?:: of coarse but i really suck at it lol
Have a job?:: nope
Have a cell phone?:: yes sir
Like to play sports?:: not really
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nope
Have a crush on someone?:: i suspose you always have a crush on sumone
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: nope
Have any special talents/skills?:: i have many skills lol
Excercise daily?:: at cheer i guess
Like school?:: anyone who nos me nos i would rather die n burn in hell for enternity than go to school...but yet i still have too...awesome...
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: fuck that lol
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: for like one second
Speak any other languages?:: very basic french n spanish
Go a day without food?:: yes
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: doubt it
Read music, not just tabs?:: i dono what tabs are
Roll your tongue?:: yup
Eat a whole pizza?:: probably a small one
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: once n i got caught fuckers
Cried to get out of trouble?:: all the time crying is the shit lol
Gotten lost in your city?:: o ya
Seen a shooting star?:: i dont think so
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yup
Had a serious surgery?:: nope
Stolen something important to someone else?:: pay back is a bitch hahah
Solved a rubiks cube?:: not withought cheating
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: all thetime
Cried over a girl?:: i dont think so
Cried over a boy?:: ya i try not to anymore tho
Kissed a random stranger?:: yup
Hugged a random stranger?:: i dont think ive done that seems like sumthing a retarded person would do lol...that was really mean but fuck you lol
Been in a fist fight?:: just kidding ones
Been arrested?:: yes n no at the same time
Done drugs?:: nope
Had alcohol?:: nope
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: nope but ive seen it happen b4 lol
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: yes lol in 10th grade we had like a random snow day that i wasnt aware of lol
Swore at your parents?:: no
Been to warped tour?:: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: not on purpose
Been in love?:: yas i think so
Been close to love?:: ya
Been to a casino?:: yup
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: i think i might have killed a cat lol
Broken a bone?:: nope
Gotten stitches?:: nope
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: lights off
TV/movie:: tv
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: spray
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blanketss
Headache/stomach ache:: head ache
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican food
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: snow
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rap
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: boys
Emo/goth:: neither
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: spring break
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear sky
Moon/mars:: moon
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: yes i think so
If you have, with who?:: im sure you could guess
Are you single?:: yupp =)
Are you in a relationship?:: no sir
If so, for how long?::
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: its a nice thought but i dont really think so
What is your idea of the best date?:: probably like a surprise one when the boy knows your ina bad mood lol i think that would be cute
What was your first kiss like?:: lol i was so bad lol i was really scared
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 12
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Probably 10th grade summer with stefan was nice
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yup
Have you ever been dumped?:: yup
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yup
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: lol this quiz is a lil dirty...i will not be answering this question lol
I....
am:: sleepy
want:: to smoke
need:: to smoke
crave:: weed
love:: weed
hate:: utica high
did:: nothing all day today
feel:: like i need to smoke
miss:: not having a smoking partner everyday cuz sumone got to cool or sumthing like that ;) lol
am tired of:: going to school n cheer...my life basically lol
will always:: remember how shitty this year was lol
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: if you like sarcasim
pretty?:: sometimes
sarcastic?:: story of my life
lazy?:: extremly
hyper?:: only when i no ima bout to do sumthing good
friendly?:: yup, unless your an ass
smart?:: i have my momments
strong?:: i suspose
talented?:: not really
dorky?:: yup
FOR OR AGAINST
war:: for...get er done! lol
canada:: FOR
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for except for utica high
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: for
coffee:: for
pants:: for
LAST QUESTIONS
What kind of computer do you have?:: HP Pavilion
What grade are you in?:: 12
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: lol i dont have enough money to even go to a movie
Or just make out?:: well i guess im down to make out lol
How many posters do you have in your room?:: none |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|04:24 pm] |
This weekend was nice.
I hate utica high.
I like being single =).
I dont like looking for boys.
I have yet to find sumone whose always down as much as i am.
Pussys.
Not until i find this person will i have a boyfriend again.
This will be an interesting experiment. But well worth it.
53.
woop woop.
Cheryl loves the cock. But Cheryl LOVES the cock with peanut butter. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|01:51 pm] |
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Ive desided that im done with aim, instant messanger, whatever you wana call it...its pointless now that i ina unthought out move got pissed off and deleted my buddy list lol o well i guess ill just be a big livejournal whore now lol =)
I get my car back today THANK GOD honestly i dont no what i would do if i didnt have a licence still ive missed the cavalier so much its like my freedom, and it all comes home today, all fixed up!
Oh, another big thing today too, i actually felt like returning to the normal world and talking to people today, i was a little nervous for a while there but i guess everyone was right i just needed a little time to myself to think everything thru a lil!
Im really looking forward to this weekend tho, i have a lot of making up to do, n i need to make up for hoeing sumone out really bad n i dono i hope everything goes the way i planned =) o ya n its along weekend too so that just makes everything that much better!
Ew tm we have to stay the whole day at school, fuck that lol i can just tell tm ima be in like the worst of moods all because of that, but at least ill beable to drive myself again ;) lol |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|03:50 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mobb deep-Got it twisted | ] |
haha |
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| soo much on my mind |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|04:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
Alot of stuff has been on my mind
lately, just a bunch of questions
and what the fuck am i thinkings
mostly.
I just cant wait to get outa
high school, i need to actually
get some sort of real life
started. I cant wait till i can
just be me and do the things that
make me happy and not just whats
expected.
Before you read any further, if your
a cheer girl ima about to bitch about
cheer so if that shit affends you
i sugest that you just stop here.
anyway if your still reading, theres
like 2 or so months left of this and
lemme tell you i could not be any happier
not that i dont love a good most of the
girls that cheer, i just feel that ive
just grown outa it, like what is cheer to
me really? its a 3 hour distraction from
things that actually matter to me, and
when im there everything is just one
ear and out the other, there are very
few things that i hate but i can honestly
say that i HATE cheerleading my heart has
definatly stopped being in it, ah i just wish
that it would be over.
After 17 years of not having any idea what
i wanted to do with my life after high
school, i finally have made up my mind...
and im so happy with my decision =)
theres just one downer...im sure ill
figure it out sumhow cuz it is altimatly
my decision and its my life so i dono.
anyway, another semi-big decision ive
made for myself is that im not dealing
with anymore boys anymore until im outa high
school, i dono i need sum much deserved time
to myself, and to be completly honest, i really
just cant see myself with anyone, god thats kinda
weird lol i havent been single since i was in
9th grade lol this should be interesting but
i think itll be good for me.
Im currently going on a MAJOR diet and i think
im gonna start my personal trainer stuff sumtime
this week or next, im so disgusted with myself
its unbelievable, this time i have to have
sum self control and not just stop after a week
cuz i can just imagine what everyone is thinking
when they see me lol...not plesant...
Aparently many girls, that i dont talk to like
ever, hate me or w.e they do, but anyway if
your reading this and your one of those girls
heres an idea stop reading why dont you just
stop where you are and get a life cuz its
pretty damn pathetic that you have to get all
involved in mine, when you have no idea what the
fuck is going in my life, so fuck you and stop
talking shit, cuz trust me you may not realize
it now, but youll get whats coming to you and
no thats not a threat of oh ima beat you up,
uh no, sorry this isnt worth my time...its more
of a life will find sum way to fuck you
over in the long run if you keep treating ppl
shitty.
Im deleteing everyone off my buddylist im not
really sure why it just seems like a good idea
right now, kinda going along with my starting
clean theme i have going on right now so as
your reading this if you care to have conver-
sation with me, im sure you can figure out
what to do, and if you dont care hey! i guess
you wont have to worry about it =)
Theres much more to write about but im sure
this is getting much to long for everyone
inclusing myself so so long for now |
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[Jan. 6th, 2006|07:36 pm] |
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Well guys today was actually pretty good!
I was in a surprisingly good mood, i
shocked myself even =D so yay for that!
Theres just so much to be happy and
look forward to that it just seems
stupid to be wasting time being all up-
set and pissed off over sumthing sooo
stupid...theres only a semester left of
high school =) kinda scarey but still its
the shit lol theres states coming up soo
fast and than no more cheer for good! n
then like right after that is CANCUN, layin
out, drinkin, chillin with my best friend,
gona be the shit! ahh i am loven it so much
right now and im really proud of how im
handling myself lol not to blow my own horn
or anything but i dont give a fuck im damn
proud of myself
Im getting my hair done tm hopefully n if
not tm than saturday for sure...im getting
it done like amanda bynes's hair for those
of you who know who that is, its gonna be like
light brown with blonde highlights i dono its
gona be light lol which is a lil risk, but we'll
see how it turns out =) cheer girls will be the
first to see it!
Oh ya and i no this is kinda late but w.e lol
ive desided that since it is a new year n its
i guess kinda an important year, that im
definatly gonna make sum changes which yay
im also really looking forward too =)
but thats pre much it...thanks for every1
being very supportive and listening to me
bitch the last couple days, it means alot =) |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|02:57 pm] |
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| |  sad | ] |
alright so i guess heres my feelings on this situation....
*i just cant believe that i was that nieve to
see what was going on
*i guess i just that i just dont wana let this
go, but i guess now i really have no choice...
no matter how bad it kills me, and trust me
its definatly killing
who the hell am i kidding trying to write this
im done i dono bout this journal bullshit anymore |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|02:24 pm] |
First of all i would just like to say
that the last entry of mine was souly
outa anger.
Im thinking a lil more level headedly
now and can actual process a normal
thought, thanks to good friends
gettin me thru today =)...
but now im home alone and i NEED a
cigarette...man it sucks not having
a car...lol so ill write more later! |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|09:27 pm] |
hm, well lemme take you thru my day,
started off like just a whatever day
same old bullshit of school then
went out, had good times, and came home
got ready for the game and than i was
notified of sum troubling news...
and wow put a WHOLE lot of shit into
veiw, and was just a big reminder of
how 2 faced ppl are and how much ppl
r just so blah.
i honestly have never thought, like
im in shock and im not even saying this
because i really cant like get this shit
outa my head, i guess i get what i deserve.
But still, i cant believe i actually let you
make me cry yesterday over shit that i should
not even feel guilty for, because unlike you
i didnt lie str8 to your face, i believed you
when you said that you didnt wanna be done, i
believed you when you said that you loved me n
you could never hurt me. SHIT i guess that back fired.
well this is a big fucking eye opener on how
stupid i am...i promised you the world and you
give me hell, thanks
1.he opens doors for me
2.he pays for me
3.hes so cute
4.hes so nice
....
blow me |
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